reflection

We had a great weekend as a family (I posted some pictures on the other blog)..

And by Monday night both kids were tired and melting down while Lee was out for a run.

I admit it. I was frustrated. Thankfully I recalled something from our MOMs group this year about self control + listening to our kids. So I sat down on the floor half way between the kids and called each of them to me individually. Kinsey shared about her fear of taking a bath because the shower is scary. Then Bryce shared that he wasn't done playing in the kitchen sink when I turned it off. I listened, told them its okay to feel sad but its not okay to be disrespectful or lash out. It was a good teaching moment and I'm thankful God redeemed it.

It reminded me of something I wrote a few weeks ago while watching the kids at the playground.

It's easy to say God is good on good days. Like this. Sunlight on her golden hair. Laughter. Smiles.

And I say God is good on difficult days too. I say it in desperation. Sometimes in sorrow. And in contrast to my life circumstances.

I think that's ok. Savor His relentless and undeserved grace. And say, even in exhaustion. God you are good.